More Scans

by Alison on January 16, 2012

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We’re at Children’s Hospital in Minneapolis. Ian’s back getting his next follow-up series of MRI scans – brain and full spine, and I’m here chasing a baby around the waiting area, while trying to convince a couple more girls to do some more of the phonics & math sheets we brought with, while attempting to blog from my phone.

I keep getting some sort of error… more later…

Okay, we’re back home.

This was one of those days. One of the ones that start early and go long.

It was over-scheduled. We had already scheduled today’s MRI series last week before we added a new speech therapy evaluation (1 hr appt) and physical therapy and occupational therapy sessions. They are recommending at least 3 times per week, and we knew he was going to be admitted this week for a round of chemo, so we knew he wouldn’t be able to get in much therapy this week, so we didn’t want to miss it on Monday. I looked at my planner, inhaled one of those slow deep breaths, said to myself “I can do this… right?” and started praying “Oh, Lord, please help me to do this. I need to be able to do this. Ian needs me to be able to do this. I need to be able to do all of this for Ian”, and I made the appointments.

I knew it would mean essentially being on-the-go, with a car* full of kids, pretty much all the live-long-day. I knew it would be long, and stressful, and I might end up with a nasty migraine headache (I’ve been known to do that a time or two or a hundred after a long and stressful day, but I did it, because, well, it’s just what you do, as a mother, isn’t it? Rise to the challenge? Or at least try, right? By the grace of God…

Out the door by 8 am, with half of my brood (I almost always bring several children as it would probably overwhelm our supply of cheerfully willing babysitters to have 6 or 7 boisterous extra children for extended periods of time), 45 minute drive to therapy appointments, piling back into car* and head to Minneapolis, grabbing a quick lunch along the way, finding parking at Children’s Hospital, walking across a skyway, down an elevator, down a couple hallways, checking in, praying quiet prayers for Ian, waiting a very long time, more walking, piling back in car* just before 5 (great, rush hour, which wasn’t so bad due to the Martin Luther King, Jr. holiday…), driving over an hour northward, piling out of the car*, in the dark, into the house, ready to go to bed but deciding that it would be worth it to feed everyone first…

That was pretty much today.

Tomorrow, we’ll head back down to Minneapolis, to Children’s, for Ian’s lumbar puncture (looking for cancer cells in his cerebral-spinal fluid), followed by an appointment with his oncologist to discuss the scans as well as LP results (which come in pretty quickly).

Praying everything is clear!

*Remember that rebuilt transmission for the van? It lasted less than 100 miles. Not. Even. Kidding. Pretty sure that was the most expensive vehicle repair we’ve ever had, and, yeah, well, the van’s back in the shop. Ugh. But you know what? I shouldn’t complain, we are so very blessed to have an “extra” car. It’s an old Buick, on its last leg, or last wheel, or however that works with cars, but it runs, and it has good tires, and it can get half of us down to Minneapolis and back several times while we wait for the van to get fixed again, and that, my dear friends, is something to be thankful for, and I am!

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{ 11 comments… read them below or add one }

1 Child of God January 16, 2012 at 6:36 pm

Praying!!
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2 Jessica January 16, 2012 at 7:31 pm

I will be praying that the scans bring good news.

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3 Barbie January 16, 2012 at 9:55 pm

I’ll be praying for clear scans!!

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4 Pam January 16, 2012 at 10:43 pm

I continue to pray for Ian & your family. Reading all your posts & thinking of you guys.

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5 Jennifer January 16, 2012 at 11:14 pm

I’m praying for all of you too—and especially for GOOD news from these scans!

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6 Bonny January 17, 2012 at 2:51 pm

praying for you. everyday parenting is hard, i cannot compare my little issues to having a sick child. what an amazing mother you are! praying for your van to be fixed quickly, and praying for Ian, and praying for your stamina!

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7 Nikki January 18, 2012 at 11:50 am

Still praying here, Ali! Thanks for keeping us updated. Will continue to look for your updates on FB and twitter.

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8 Jennifer January 18, 2012 at 7:46 pm

I am amazed by your strength each and every time I read your posts. I will continue to pray for Ian and your family. May God bless you with peace.

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9 Keeslermom January 18, 2012 at 8:22 pm

Oh, how I hate those extra long days! Praying for endurance!

I hope they’re giving you the new transmission for free!

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10 Gianna January 21, 2012 at 10:07 pm

Aaagh. I don’t know how you do it.
It sounds like you don’t know either, but you do it anyway.

And makes you a super special mama.

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11 Grace Pamer January 23, 2012 at 11:18 am

Hi Alison,

I really love your blog and my heart broke when I heard what Ian is enduring right now. I am a mom too, and I know how hard it feels to see your children in pain. With all the problems you are facing right now, I know that God will make a way to make things right. I will be praying for you and for your precious family!

God Bless!
Grace Pamer

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