Breathing easier, things looking better! Ian’s spinal tap was clear (NO cancer cells!), and 2nd opinions on his scans think it’s more likely to be radiation damage than recurrence. We’ll be watching it closely, but in the meantime we’re so thankful that things look so much better than what could’ve been… The Lord has been good!
Thank you ALL for your thoughts and prayers, your tweets, your direct messages, your texts, your e-mails, and cards. I am quite sure that I have some of the kindest and most thoughtful readers in the blogiverse!
The past couple months have been brutal. The anniversary without as much progress as we were hoping, the clerical error that terrified me, the fear of recurrence, further testing, and more waiting for results.
I’m emotionally exhausted, like I’ve never been before.
I can hardly think straight, I feel like my wheels are spinning on high, and pretty much every relationship I have is strained.
I’m taking some time to just breathe, to just be still.
And I thank you for grace…